sometimes i stop and wonder why so much crap happens.
why i screw up, why others do...why we can't avoid it.
You say i'm called to be free, that i am called to those difficult places where my soul hurts and i am forced to see you in it.
i complain 'cause i'm a complainer (some of the time),
but i also can't help but express joy when promises like this
prove to be true. real.
thank you jesus for calling me into those difficult places,
for molding me to be more like you,
and for piecing me together in the places that are broken
when my life feels obliterated.
you, my daughter, are called to be free.
and Papa, today, i choose freedom. :)