i wonder what comes next.
are You asking me to let go?
to jump into more, another challenge?
i honestly don't know.
all i know is that it feels pretty overwhelming; i know you don't dish out more than i can handle and i feel i am at that breaking point.
i see and feel you all around, but it's difficult. quite difficult.
you're probably right, i need more time with you. time i've neglected to give in order to avoid these questions i don't necessarily want answers to.
we'll see how it goes.